Wednesday, November 21, 2012

WEEK 4 GAME PLAN progress



     I feel that I have made some progress in both of my goal areas; although, I am not to the point I would like to be.  I attribute this mainly to the fact, time has been limited for me this past school week.  We have had the entire Thanksgiving week off, but I am still trying to play catch-up with my job and the documentation that needs to be updated.  I look at it as, we do the best we can do with the time we have and I sincerely haven’t had an enormous amount of time to make any major “dents” with my goals this past week. 
     I was able to set up my Google Voice account and get it up and rolling.  I have only had one opportunity to use it but that was to contact a teacher.  My webpage has not been set up as of yet and to be frank, it probably will not be set up by the end of this upcoming school week due to IEP amendments for the modified version of the state-mandated testing coming up. 
     I was able to get my feet in the water with one of the STEM collaborative simulation activities on the last day of school.  We used the portable computer lab.  There were some obstacles involved with this activity, but some of that I contribute to our first time using this “virtual website” and secondly, the kids were not very in tune with listening and following our directions.  As always, our first period was the most engaged and on track; it is the second period that tends to ignore directions.  So, as a result, part of the class is on track and doing as they are supposed to be doing, while those not listening are far behind which takes away from our being able to help those that have been making a valiant effort because we are having to catch the other students up.  Thankfully, this was just a trial run.  When we return on Monday, the students will be working through the various steps in creating their own city park.  If the kids are attentive to the instructions, and they use the hints resources within this virtual park development, most should be able to have their entire park created by Wednesday of next week.  I am excited about this activity; mostly due in part to the fact that this is the first real math “virtual experience” or simulation of a real-world scenario that I have been exposed to.  This virtual park creation activity calls for the students to recollect previous background knowledge such as the formula for area of a rectangle, the volume formula, among other previous concepts that we have covered.  One thing I might want to discuss with my co-teacher, perhaps over the weekend, is her thoughts on allowing students to work with one partner to communicate amongst one another, problem solve, work as a team and critically think through what it is they are try to obtain for the various sections of their city park development. 
1.           Am I finding the information and resources I need?  For this past week and the upcoming week, I am pleased with the website that was introduced to me.  This is the first website I have EVER found that incorporates technology in a useful, productive manner and it is filled with various “simulation” or “virtual, real-world” scenarios that require our students to retrieve information they have previously worked with.  This particular development of the student’s own city park does require prior knowledge of formulas and steps to find – for example – the amount of truckloads of mulch that will be needed to cover the playground.  They are provided with certain lengths, widths, depth, etc.; however, in most of the steps for creating the park, one or two measurements are missing and must be determined before one can lay down mulch or place benches and tables where needed.   In order to determine how to find those missing measurements much of this activity will require various levels of cognitive skills- some not so difficult; however, others require some serious, critical thinking.
     My second goal – collaborating with the parents, students, peers, and community using digital tools and resources is not at the point I would like it to be.  I do have the necessary resources and “directions” on how to set up my webpage; however, I simply have not had the time.  I must be honest.  Here lately, I feel overwhelmed by work, Walden, the portfolio (which I will end up having a stroke, nervous breakdown, or a heart attack due to the portfolio which I am honestly having nightmares over), the loss of a dear family member and life in general.  I am not one to “sugar-coat” and tell people what they want to hear… I have become more and more-due to experience- of a straight shooter.  I am speaking the truth when I express the time is a definite issue for me right now and until these amendments and IEPs have been completed. 

2.            I do not feel I need to modify anything at this point.  I do feel that our activity that involves using technology in a real-world scenario activity is a great lesson and the www.Stemcollaborative.org website has some terrific ways to incorporate technology into real world scenarios not only for math but for science, vocational teachers and some engineering-focused courses.
     In my opinion, there is no need for me to modify or change my action plan for the collaboration with parents, etc. using digital tools and technology.  This will be something I need to address towards the end of this upcoming school week and do my best to have my website up and running.

3.           What have I learned?  Great question.  Actually, I have learned #1- it is in my best interest to have gone through whatever activity that incorporates technology prior the unveiling of this activity to the kids. No brainer, right?  Well, unfortunately, I did not do that for the trial run this past Friday.  I could have been of greater assistance to many more students during first period had I played around with the activity prior.  I would have known the “ends-and-outs” of the activity and what each section of my park development was asking for.  Luckily, I have sense gone through the entire park development lesson and successfully created my own.  By this, I will be able to be more efficient with guiding and assisting more students that I was able to do this past Friday. 
    Regarding using digital tools and resources to collaborate with parents, students, peers, and the community, I should have acted on this the day I received the directions from the technology guru at our school or better yet, just allowed him to have set it up for me as he had said he was willing to do.  Lesson learned!  If someone offers assistance especially with setting up something to do with technology, I had better take him/her up on it ASAP!
4.       What new questions have arisen?  The question I have is really directed towards my peers and colleagues in this Walden course.  By no means am I intending this in a sarcastic - My question is, “ how is everyone manipulating their time in such a productive manner to where they are able to get the weekly Walden work done, work a 40 plus hour a week teaching job, coach (if applicable), try to fit in time to attempt to make sense of the portfolio directions (roughly 75 pages worth) which in my opinion are not direct nor straight forward, have time to spend with family or have a social life, etc.?”  This is a very serious question and I would really appreciate any feedback from any of my fellow Walden colleagues.  Back in my day of elementary, middle and high school there were not any testing for people with various disabilities- for example: cognitive delays slow processing skills, learning disabilities, etc.  My point of this is it seems to take me two to three times longer to get my thoughts together and to type them out for my assignments. I just wonder if I might have the slow process delay deficit and/or the cognitive delay when it comes to reading and writing.   I have no problems with understanding and quickly being able to master most math and science problems such as physics and chemistry; along with biology, anatomy and physiology material.  However, I truly struggle with writing and specifically with making sense of the portfolio directions.  I am just overwhelmed the number of pages of directions and information I had to print off for the portfolio transition 3 portions.

Any ideas, suggestion, comments, etc. regarding my question on how one juggles all of this and still has time for a bit of fun and 8 hours of sleep, PLEASE do not hesitate to share.  Thank you for reading.

9 comments:

  1. Hi Lori,
    I am so sorry to hear that things are not going as well for you as you would like. My thoughts are with you. I felt compelled to comment on your post and help if I can. I think at this time in the year with first quarter ending, conferences, the holiday season, Walden classes and looming portfolio deadlines many of us must be feeling the same! I am also very nervous about the program requirements and all of the other requirements. I am at the point of losing sleep and crying myself. To be honest I have wondered if I can really see this through but I also think this is totally normal. The good news is that we feel this way because we care. We want to do everything we can the best that we can.
    Where are you at with your portfolio? Are you finished with the Virtual Field Experience and Diversity assignments? If you are you are ahead of me!
    As for your GAME plan I see these as things we can improve throughout our career. It is not something that we need to finish within this course. Your goal does seem to be strong and on a good track but it may just need extra time. Our learning, like the learning of our students, is life-long and as our resources point out this is a process that we have to go through and monitor/modify.
    These are things I am doing to stay organized and limit stress:
    1) Look ahead in the class to see what is coming up. On “lighter” workload weeks of the course I am taking weekends or some weeknights to work on portfolio items
    2) I am pulling up digital copies of the portfolio assignments and then typing my responses right under the prompts to make sure that I am covering each question. I also open the rubric to make sure I am hitting the “3” or “5” level of the rubric.
    3) I looked at the portfolio assignments ahead of time to see the due dates. The way I see it is after the VFE2, Diversity and Action Research the rest of the assignments are much easier. By the way I notice that our Action Research is not due until after class nine which ends on March 3rd.
    4) Talking to people about my stress and asking for help with little tasks as I can
    5) Using my planning period to get most of my school work done
    6) Doing things little by little and day by day rather than trying to do it all in one sitting
    7) Planning my time each week (which needs to include fun or time to distress). I do ZUMBA and sometimes reiki. I have a commitment to Walden but I also have a commitment to my body, mind, well-being, family and friends
    8) Remembering that this is only for a short time. Our last class ends on April 28, 2013
    Lori I know it seems like a lot and I am worried too but we do have each other as Walden colleagues. I am more than willing to give feedback or help if I can! I do not know if this helped at all but I sincerely hope it did.

    Jenny

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    1. Oh geez, Jen... I wish I could say I have started; NOT!!! I have attempted time and time again to read over (in full concentration mode) the instructions/directions for transition point 3 that has 4 ESSAYS included??? REALLY?? I think I do the Diversity paper- I going to use as much as I can possibly use form Course 3's (it was a culture and diversity class) papers and discussion postings that I possibly can. Although, when I begin to read about this transition three stuff I do have anxiety attacks, I have delt with one panic attack and I literally just shut down. One huge thing I have NO CLUE about is where on earth am I to get pre- and post- test results from, the Data Analysis, Samples of student work (which if I am not mistaken, we can't use student work as samples unless parents give permission which will require me to type up some agreement form for parent/student to sign- more time wasted)and the one I do not get at all is the Scaffolding and Differentiating Chart (which I can do that) but in addition it states - Appendix #6 is required for Target level only on the Rubric??? WT blank, blank, blank is this all about? I have sent an email to the portfolio people and they too are not CLEAR with their answer. I'm sorry, I am on a tangent regarding this portfolio business. I just know much time this will require and I know how much extra time I have each day to spend on this- maybe 10 minutes and where does that get me. I'm just panic-strickened at this point and wonder if I am going to have either a nervous breakdown or stroke.

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    2. so, after having expressed my bitterness towards the portfolio,I shall reply to your response. I sincerely appreciate you trying to make me feel better about the stress behind it all and the fact that the GAME PLAN doesn't have to be a finished product at a certain time... we are all learning and continuing to learn as we go. I know the looking ahead is probably a big stress reducer for you and others, but I tend to only be able to apply my thoughts and energy to the week-to-week stuff. The two and three things to have completed by Wednesday and Sunday keep me busy when you consider working the 40 plus hours a week AT WORK but then coming home and working an additional 3 to 4 per night for my ELA resource class, my ELA co-taught class and my 2 math classes, grading papers, grading tests, quizzes, short journal entries, etc. That does me in for the night. I am pretty much brain dead and mentally, emotionally drained. ON Friday's, I'm so exhausted, I do good to make to the grocery store, come home, try to relax with a few nice cold beverages and I am dead to the world by 8 to 9 o'clock. ??? THE ACTION PLAN??? Is that what we did over the summer (Course 5, I believe it was)? I guess if this is what I am referring to, they are wanting to know what our action work ended up looking like?
      I guess some are able to work at this type of thing quicker and with less stress applied to one self. I wish could learn that type of "working ahead" but I have never been one that is able to tackle that many things at once (even in small doses). I had been told after course 9(I believe, whatever it is that is due for the portfolio then, is pretty darn time and labor intensive), so I do not know how long it might take for me to finish the portfolio process. I feel pretty darn bitter about it and I am really hoping that what Mindy W. does actually can work to our favor; otherwise, oh geez

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  2. Lori,
    Like Jenny, I also felt compelled to comment on your post. First, my sincere condolences go out to you on the loss of your family member. I also lost my 9-year old niece to a car accident just this past weekend, so believe me; I know how you are feeling.
    As for your Walden worries, I think we are all feeling the stress just as you are. I have been worried about the transition point 3 assignments as well because I knew they would be tough and they would be coming up in the middle of basketball season, when I am already much more busy. However, I have just tried to keep breaking them down in to parts, and like Jenny, worked on them here and there when I have found the regular course work to be lighter during certain weeks. With the FE2, I have found the directions to be just as mind numbing, but I also found the other document where it breaks it down part for part to be very helpful and have been using that more than anything else. Also, the rubric does a nice job of breaking each part down individually, so I would really just focus on one part at a time and work from there. Hang in there, we are all in this together, and like Jenny said, after this transition point it should get easier, and we are almost done! : )
    As for your GAME plan, I also found out the hard way that I need to work through the technology first before working on it with my students. I gave them a webquest the other day that looked great when I breezed through it. However, if I had taken the time to work through the steps and click all of the links as I should have, I would have found out that it was very poorly put together as many of the links failed, etc. Like you said, it is all a learning process though. Keep plugging away, and best of luck heading forward. I hope this helps.
    Mark

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    1. wow, Mark, I am so terribly sorry to hear this. I suppose we have no control over the timing but it is a battle for sure.
      I appreciate both you and jen mentioning on the "lighter" coursework weeks, you guys have managed to work bits at a time on it. I guess instead of that being my focus, I felt that I have been depriving my ELA resource class (which I have NO background in) of some thought out lessons and materials to try and help them with their writing skills and basis sentence structure. I know that my teaching has drastically suffered this year, but more so, I have been a disservice to my students. It does take me extra time to figure out on a daily basis what to do with my students in the ELA class. I have 8 students, all of which have yet to pass or come close to passing the state-mandated reading, writing and ELA tests- this includes the two years that all 8 have taken the modified version of ELA and reading. The modified version is a MUCH EASIER test than is the regular state assessment. The reading level is between 1st grade (3 students) to one student that is capable of reading on a 6th grade level - Bare in mind all are 8th graders. To pass the writing test, one must score a 30. The highest score of the 8 has been a 19, with 5 of those students scoring a ten. Enough about that, I think you get my point that: #1 I am teaching a academic class that I know very little about (I am of the math and science mind- I dislike writing and I dislike reading myself), and I CANNOT try to teach these students the same thing that the co-taught 8th grade students are learning. My class would never for long-term memory purposes or next day memory purposes be able to identify what a gerund is within a sentence. So, those lighter weeks, I have tried to use that extra time to try and develop some writing lessons/activities, reading activities,etc.
      It is very commendable that you guys can take small bites of it at a time.
      With the GAME PLAN, thank heavens last Friday was just a trial session for both the students and ourselves. However, I have worked through that development of my park over this past holiday week and there will be no problems with guiding and assisting students when necessary by Monday.
      I appreciate both you and Jen commenting and offering assistance/advice; I'll do the best I can from this point forward and see where that takes me. Good luck with you basketball season. What is your record thus far?

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  3. Lori
    I completely see where you are coming from with the frustrations and stress of balancing our demanding coursework on top of our jobs. You have moved into a new position and are trying to understand your new role and must spend countless hours writing learning plans and creating your own lessons to meet the needs of your students.

    I try to be very organized, and plan, plan, plan. I have printed the descriptions of all assignments and organized them in a binder. I have made notes along the way and I have tried to find extra time. However, I find it very difficult to even understand what they are asking us to do for many of our portfolio artifacts and the anxiety causes me to just shut down. I have attempted the two items for Transition Point 3 in the summer, and I've tried to focus on them each week during the school year but have been unsuccessful. Once again I will have to take DAYS off work just to do the bare minimum for these checkpoints....which I'm sure is not really the purpose.

    Our courses will be done before we know it. I currently have a 4.0 that I have worked very hard for but question whether or not I will be done in April/May simply due to the portfolio. Why doesn't Walden value our coursework? I know I have learned so much through our courses and course assignments, it is a shame that Walden doesn't value the very courses and assessments they have created. Of course, I made this point in my email to the Dean and to the President of Walden. Why should students who have put so much time and effort and have demonstrated mastery of the content have the additional stress of these checkpoints?

    I find it interesting that our reading said portfolios are geared towards showcasing student growth and are just as much for the individual as they are for the grader...is this the case with Walden? Do we have a real attachment or connection to these artifacts? Will we use these artifacts once we are done? Did you know we are paying for the taskstream service...and if we want continued access after we graduate to use as a portfolio to demonstrate our competencies, we must pay additional fees? I wonder how many alumni have paid for this service. Certainly, if they view this as a great learning experience and a great documentation of their abilities, then close to 100% of alumni would pay to keep access to this.....I wonder if we'll ever know the exact data.....

    Best of luck...we're going to need it!! :P

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  4. Lori,

    I too have not really started on the transition point. I know these next few weeks will be tough, but we can get through it. We have made it this far and we need to keep telling ourselves that. I plan to print things out today for the rest of our class we are currently in and the transition point.

    I will be making a calendar of due dates and such. I do not want to end up at Christmas break needing something from a student with no way to get it.

    As far as a parent letter, I sent an email home for the voicethreads we did with students a few classes back. It was very basic and said something like: As you may or may not know, I am currently pursuing my masters degree through Walden University. Part of this week's assignment is to have a student reflect on technology provided in the classroom using a voice collecting program called VoiceThread. May I have permission to use your son or daughter's work for my assignment? I will provide my final document to you if you wish at the end of the week. If you have any questions please feel free to ask.

    All my parents agreed - and also sent along an encouraging email about how they love to see other people reaching goals and how some of them were even in school. I think you will find a lot of parental support by sending out a letter asking for permission.

    Remember to breath. I hear this often from my mom: This too shall past. We are growing through this process.

    Danielle

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  5. Hi Danielle. Thank you for your encouragement. Your mother has said the same thing mine has been telling me the entire journey. I have gotten a great deal out of the courses themselves, however, these transition points are very vague and unclear with instructions/directions on top of many other flaws. I will take things day by day, but I know my schedule well enough to know, I do not have any free time AT ALL during the week. I hump it from 7:45 each morning until 8 or 8:30 at night. My brain is fried, I can no longer focus on work. I think 12 plus hours during the weekdays is a great deal of time to spend on work. That does not include the weekend. That is really when I have to pack it in as much as I feasibly can during that 48 hour window time frame. SO, I really do not know what the future will hold for me and my portfolio material. I am juggling all I can possibly juggle right now.

    Again, Danielle, please do not take any of that disrespectfully; by NO means is it directed to you or any others in that manner.

    I sincerely appreciate everyone's suggestions, ideas and the like. All I know to do is take a solid week off from work to get this portfolio done. However, by doing that I am really doing my kids a HUGE injustice and I run the possibility of losing a job b/c Walden does not stand by their little motto that mentions family life and togetherness.

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  6. Hi, wow, this is really funny, I must be one class behind all of you! My transition point three is due tomorrow and I just googled 'rubric for Walden FE2' and found your blog!!

    How did it go? I'm assuming that you made it! I too have had a hard time with transition point three, just trying to get a handle on what they want. I too have a good grade point average that I have worked hard for and I too wish that they would focus more on the classes and not have such huge eportfolio projects.

    I am just about ready to turn this one in. I just need to hit send! You know how you can tell yourself, 'It really doesn't matter, I only need to score a three and even if I don't score a three, I have another chance (maybe even two chances) to do it again!' But that would crush me! Mostly just in trying to find the time to re-do it!!

    Y'all are probably seriously into transition point four by now. That's actually the one that I am really worried about! I had hoped to get more work done on both of these during Christmas break but you know how it goes!! I'm using my paper from the Action Research class and I have all my research done but haven't even begun to look at the nitty gritty of writing it up and even after reading two articles on triangulation (I call it 'strangulation') I have NO idea how to do that part. Thankfully, I think my husband will be able to help me!

    We've been living in Bangkok since I started Walden and it has been great to be able to do everything on line but I will be SO glad to be done! I have two more classes left and my son's graduation from high school, my final class at Walden, my final day of teaching here and the final eportfolio project all fall within about ten days of one another!! And then the day after I turn in my final eportfolio project, I get on a plane to move back to the states!!

    I appreciated your blog! I was just at the point of really feeling like I had hit the wall.

    I hope you are nearing completion!

    Best of luck,
    Lois

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